Is it Possible to Only Have One Love?

My first boyfriend was in the 7th grade for a week, and he broke up with me in a note that he put in my locker...as a matter of fact I don't even consider him my first boyfriend. After we broke up a few guys have shown interest in me and I am really picky and turned them down. I have never really showed interest in anyone until...

My first actual boyfriend which I didn't have until I was a junior in high school. He was even my first kiss and my only kiss! We have been together for 2 years and 4 months on Feb 4th. I love him and get the butterflies when I am around him bla bla bla...you know all that lovey dovey stuff. The point is...I really do love him and I can't see myself being with any other person. We have had our ups and downs and we always seem to get through them together!

I guess the point I am trying to make here is life is not perfect I am sure we all have figured that out by now. But how come this aspect of my life seems to be? You grow up find your one true love and live happily ever after. I want this to be my reality more than anything in the world. But is this fairy tale just too good to be true?

Introduction

Hello Everyone. My name is Charlotte Meyer. I don't have any nicknames that I really go by or that really stuck throughout the years, so just call me Charlotte. I love to shop!!!
I plan on being at SWIC another year after this semester and then transfering to SIUE or McKendree. I would like to teach either kindergarten students or High School English. I love writing, perferably about stuff that I choose to write about and I think that is the type of writing I do best. I don't think this course is going to be too difficult for me. I have always recieved an A in my english classes and that is exactly what I expect to get out of this class as well. English class is my favorite subject and has been ever since I can remember. I think we will be doing a lot of writing and a lot of papers and that is basically what I feel an english class is.This semester I am also taking Philosophy (logic), World Geography, and Earth Science.
I work at Charlotte Russe in the mall. It is a clothing store so I sell, work the register, work the fitting rooms and shoes. I have had two jobs since May and now I am working one. I am used to never getting a day off and I like being busy so I don't know what I am going to do I am thinking about getting a second job again. With it being the month after Christmas no one has money and no one is shopping so I am used to getting no days off and I am lucky now if I get one day a week. My manager said it should pick back up in Feb. I sure hope so! I worked at the Belleville Area Humane Society for a little over a year and when it gets warmer I am hoping to go volunteer there...I really miss it!
I get stressed out really easy so I am always worried about something. I find school really stressful because I am always worried...am I going to pass, do I understand, am I remembering everthing. I try to be an overacheiver and not procrasinate.
I am not married however I have been with my boyfriend Marc for a little over two years. I do not have children and I do not intend on having them until I am married. I have 4 pets. I have 2 cats one female Drew she is grey and white and is about 7 and a male snowball who is all white. I adopted him from the shelter about a year and 5 months ago. He turned 1 on Jan. 1. I have a German Shepard her name is Ginger is she is aboout 6. I also have a lionhead Rabbit named Indi that is mine and my boyfriends.
I enjoy reading love stories and sad books for the most part. I love to read but never had time until just recently I learned I could make time. I swore I would never read those vampire books (the twighligh series); however I just finished Eclipse last night and plan to start Beaking Dawn this weekend. I read more in paper form. I enjoy reading Nicolas Sparks books and magazines.
The three words that describe me most are probably...worrier, optimistic and caring.