Back to Reality

I am so sad that my spring break ends at 8AM tomorrow morning. I enjoyed it, but I wish it could've been longer. I am going to be so jealous of the people who are on it this week. College's spring breaks should all be the same week and over Easter I just don't understand that.
For the most part I really enjoyed my spring break. I did not worry about school work at all, I relaxed, shopped, hung out with my boyfriend and friends. My best friend KayLee even came up from FL for a while. While I enjoyed seeing her I just feel like all we did was fight. It sucked. I haven't seen her in almost a year and the little time we got to spend together not knowing when we would see each other again and we had to fight. And I seemed to be in a bad mood the entire time she was there too. I think the reason for that other than fighting though is because I missed my boyfriend and I am used to staying at his house every night, but I don't know. We are really close though and very similar and we used to bicker all the time when she lived here, so I think it was staying in the same room that killed us.
Hopefully I will get to go down to FL soon for the first time to see her and things will work out better or she can come back up here soon but I think it would be best if she stayed with someone else. I don't want to fight while she is here I want to have a good time!

Work

I don't think I am ever going to be happy. I work too much I complain. I work too little I complain. Well hours just started picking up at work and I am starting to get at least two days again. I worked two days this week and two days next week. I even picked up a shift this week. So I worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday (that counts as next week). It just so happens when hours decide to increase so does the temperature for the first time since summer. It was a nice weekend and although I still had fun during the nights I was stuck inside when the weather was nice. Also I hardly ever have been working weekends with the hours down but with them picking back up I worked my whole weekend away.
:( I cannot wait until SPRING BREAK :) haha that was random.

Best Friend's Reunited

I met one of my best friend's my freshman year in high school and we are still friends today. At the end of the summer senior year she had to move to FL her parents moved there plus she was going to college there. I went from seeing her at least every weekend if not more, to twice a year. I normally get to see her every summer and then she normally comes up during Thanksgiving time. Well this past year she didn't get to come up during Thanksgiving so I haven't seen her since Summer. Our schedules are extremly different so we hardly ever get to talk. I really want to go see her in FL A. She is my best friend B. It is FL C. I have never been to FL or even anywhere with beaches for that matter. She wanted me to come down for Spring Break but I just don't have the money right now. So she is coming up to see me during Spring Break. I am so excited, I can't wait. I miss her SO much! She is staying with me the 12th-17th. SPRING BREAK HURRY UP ALREADY!!!!!

This Weekend

When I was a little girl my great aunt owned horses. When I went over there one day she let me ride one not by myself, but she put me up there and pulled me around while I was on the horse. I don't really consider this horseback riding.
My boyfriend's family is big into the whole boyscout thing so when they told me they were going on a camping trip and wanted me to come all I needed to hear was the word horseback riding and I was down.
We were supposed to leave Friday night; however camping and I don't really get along too well. After meeting my boyfriend Marc I went camping for the first time so I didn't really have any interest in the cmaping part. My boyfriend and I, and his sister Alyssa (My best friend) left Saturday morning becuase Mine and Alyssa's friend Mia from Massachusetts was in town and we wanted to go to dinner with her and our friend Myrah because Friday was Mia's last night here until the summer.
So Friday night Alyssa, Mia, Myrah and I all got ready at Alyssa's house and we went to the pasta house. Mia and Myrah left and Alyssa and her boyfriend Jake (Marc's best friend) and Marc and I all watched "Law Abiding Citizen." It wasn't the typical movie I would choose but it was good.
We left Saturday morning for the camp...we went to camp DuBois it took us about 1 hr to 2 hrs to get there. The directions we printed out were incorrect and we got lost a couple times. We got to the camp just in time for lunch then we left to go horseback riding. They instructor chose Wonder for me to ride. I wanted to ride Lucky but I didn't have a say. Lucky seemed to like me when I was petting her. I don't think Wonder liked me very much. We went riding (the horses only walked =[ ) then we got to give the horses treats.
I wanted to leave right after horseback riding but we had to stay the night. The place we were staying didn't have bathrooms you had to walk or drive to get to them. It also didn't have heat! Alyssa brought her heater blanket for us to sleep with so it wasn't that bad. Can't ypu just tell that camping isn't really our thing?

Valentine's Day

My boyfriend Marc and I do not really celebrate Valentine's Day like your average couple. We think it is kinda stupid actually. We think it is a hallmark holiday and that there should not be just one day to show your affection toward the one you love. And spending money on each other for that is silly...plus my birthday follows two days after. So our Valentine's Day was pretty relaxed. I came over to his house in the early afternoon and while he was still sleeping his sister Alyssa (my best friend) did my hair and make-up. She just straightened it because I didn't feel like it...it gets old after a while and she is as amazing as a make-up artist! Then I hung out with my boyfriend and we went to dinner at Fridays. We decided to visit Darcy at Family Video and rented two movies. We rented "Gamer" and "Spread." We watched "Gamer" with Alyssa and her boyfriend Jake (Marc's best friend). Then Marc and I watched "Spread" by ourselves. I would not recommend either of those movies...unless you like porn of course! Oh and if you want to watch someone feed a frog a mouse then "Spread" is definitely your movie. I watched that movie over an hour ago and I cannot get it off of my mind. It was so disgusting I felt like I was going to throw up and I almost started crying.

The Importance of Mamograms

My mom waited about five years after the reccommened time to have yearly mamogram. My mom went for her mamogram and the doctor found a lump in her breast. She then had a doctor's appointment to have an ultra sound. The doctor said it could potentially be cancer but they don't know at this time so they told her they were going to keep an eye on it and to come back in six months. Six months later she went back and had another ultrasound. They told her it was smaller but the same thing agin that they wanted to keep an eye on it and to come back in six months. If they think it is potentially cancer isn't there something more they could do instead of making her worry and come back every six months? I know that these sort of things cost money and everything but you can't put a price on my mother's life.

Gabriel Michael

One of my best friends had ovarian cancer and had to have one of her ovaries removed. The doctors told her she would never be able to have children. She proved the doctors wrong and had Gabriel last year. She had told me that she wanted to ask me a question but wanted to wait till he was born. Well after he was born she gave me this really sweet speech and asked me to be Gabe's Godmother. I told her I would have to think about it because it is quite a responsibility. I would really love to I just am not sure. If anything happens that baby could eventually end up in my custody. Don't get me wrong I love children and would love to have kids some day but not anytime soon. I just think that is a pretty big question for such a young person. Any advice?